1st blog :)

:) starting off a day after watching inception n feeling guilty over not being able to get into your dreams dream seems not tat depressing wen u realize your family is home n u have 1 whole day 2 think about your next day at work. well....its ayyapa pooja today n a normal me would get depressed over not being able 2 attend d beautiful event coz of some unchangeable ritual in the hindu culture. still being absolutely fine over the same indicates my aspects in life has changed or tat i have stop showcasing emotions..now tat "showcasing emotions" shall be made clear in the later parts of my story..i need som1 2 tel all these stupid things openly without d fear of him proposing me or having feelings 4 me coz i do not want any1 2 create a sign board of this 2 talk n this not 2 talk part. so tis cud b 1 reason i have started 2 write this blog...diaries r not old fashioned...but ten i will have 2 explain amma wats there 4 me 2 write so much inspite of me sticking so much to the computer. hope i don loose touch wit this habit..atleast if in case of my memory lost scene...i have something 2 look back :)